Greenhouse effect music THEME ; Top myspace artists

out 'Fountain' ,..those were amazing times,..i had to fake people out after all that Bam Magazine shit,...i feel still today that Bam Magazine was intentionally trying to hurt me,..all because i was just another musician who they 'didn't agree' with my world view,...Bam Magazine didn't even bother to play my demo tapes or cd's,..for this ,..they are mortal sworn enemies of mine - forever,...I won't rest until EVERY ONE OF THEM SUFFERS,..THEY'RE GONNA PAY" says a veangeful Clark Hagins "I feel what Bam Magazine did to me was the very type of witch-hunt that all conservatives or closet Christians face in California,...but I am not like yer everyday average Christian dude,..I'm a nasty little MOTHERFUCKER...." says Higgins "EVERYBODY LIKES G.E. NOW,..people don't dare try to say i suck now,...not that the whole world can plainly hear 'Brandy" and 'THEME',...AND 'A CURRENT AFFAIR' zillions a' times a day - people walk on fucking eggshells around me now if ya know what i mean fucker!,...i just always knew that i needed a platform,..an avenue,...a vehicle...and great open-minded people like Blip tv and Vimeo,..at long last,..these sites gve Greenhouse Effect ,..my chance finally,...back in the south bay, i would beg friends of mine to listen to my music and they just laughed at it,....they would say mean terrible things like "Clark doesn't know how to play guitar and he can't write songs,...plus he's not that good of a drummer anyway,..and shit like that,....they wouldn't go to my gigs no matter how many flyers i put up....and when i came around, they would just laugh and treat me like i was less of a human than all of them,...well,..when you treat Clark Hagins like shit,..thats one thing,..but when you try to drag G.e. into that fucking shit,...thats a whole 'nother game,...they're crossing a dangerous line there boy,....don't be immature and try to say that my music sucks,..just because you think that 'i' suck,...thats fucking foolish" "My life was rough,..i was this real little skinny blondie dude,..and i was the last of 8 children but my family should have plainly seen how good i was ,...just from the fucking pictures i could draw!.....they had no respect for G.e. !! - AND THEY STILL DON'T,....THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW THE LYRICS TO ONE OF MY SONGS EXCEPT 'WHITE BLACK' AND 'BRANDY' CAUSE THOSE TWO ARE ALL over the net,...thats pathetic !!

Haggins says that he uses the "Tubemogul video service" and things like the Zues linking robot to promote his music instantly to millions around the world at just a few clicks of the mouse...."Our daily downloads at Googlevideo.com are really big" says Higgins "but i've discovered that i need to write alot of shit,..or "Blog",..its become like a very fun hobby,...right after i drink a big cup of coffee, i may get angry ,..thinking about the past,..and how i gave up on my music in 1992,..sometimes i get joyous but often i get into a foul mood,...not very 'forgiving' at all,..i'm 43 years old and i'm a married man here,..and i'm sick of being treated like fucking shit ! I actually get kinda pissed now,..that i can walk around sometimes,..and get the respect of a fellow shopper at target or Walmart,..all because i'm old now,..why the fuck couldn't people have just been cool to me in the first place,??..way back when ?? Why the fuck do people gotta be fucked to people at all !! Our world today would be much more constructive and productive if people would just knock off the childish shit,..if somebodys better than you,..and yer afraid that they're gonna pass you by,..so then you treat them like shit,..you end up ONLY HURTING YOURSELF !! I KNEW SHIT LIKE THAT,..thats why i have always strived to help others...other bands n shit.. - AND NO ONE FUCKING LIFTS A FINGER TO HELP ME !! ...or people like me,..out there in the world - there is a shit load of alot of wasted talent out there,..and we got all these fuckers sittin' around drinkin' beers and watchin' football an' shit,...MAN, FUCK THAT SHIT; QUIT WATCHING OTHERS,..AND LEARN TO GO BE CREATIVE YOURSELF !!....instead of wasting your time,..putting down people who really 'are' good !!

NO ONE LIFTS A FINGER TO HELP ME ! What fucking good would it do ..even 'if' i was 23 years old now instead of 43,..no ones gonna care anyway !! I recorded ALL THE FUCKING INSTRUMENTS ON NOT ONE BUT TWO WHOLE CD'S OF MUSIC,..and its the best fucking shit that there is - and yet; NO ONE CARES,....- ITS JUST LIKE THAT MOVIE 'A BRONX TALE; - NO ONE CARES !!...some have asked me why i don't bother to throw my heart into recording new shit now,..because i 'know' its gonna be the same old shit anyway,..no ones gonna support it,..only strangers who i don't know will buy it,...nahh,..i'm gonna get 'my immediate people around me' to fucking 'admit' i'm good,..before i'm fucking done !! and when they say 'we were wrong' i'm gonna say 'what...what- i can't fucking hear you,...whuddya mean you were wrong ???" 'My shit is special music,..no we're not just another run of the fucking mill,..so don't give me that shit either!!"

" I shouldn't be a fucking pool cleaner,..i 'know' that,...I SHOULDN'T BE A FUCKING POOL CLEANER"

So what does "Mr. South Bay" feel about the theory that "he is only 'this good' because of the way people treated him? "I think thats a fucking piece of shit!" says Higgins "being mean to people doesn't necessarily make them stronger or 'better' like this is the frickin' US MARINES or somethin' like that,..probobly if people had been cooler and more respectful and supportive,...i would never even have been a musician 'or' a pool guy or lawn mower or any of that shit !,...i'd be like some frickin' attorney make a zillion dollars a year or a CEO or some shit like that!!

"yeah,..looking back at it all,..it is quite a paradox indeed,..people try to say 'i was meant' to be this,....well, maybe,...but i would recommend to people to try to teach their children well and treat them with dignity,...and who knows,..they just may turn out to be something 'better' than a musician

,..I just think about great people like Bill Krodel who were the rare few who were supportive of me,...maybe someone like Scott Combs,...but thats about it !!

...its just broken me to pieces to think that Billy died.....

"i rock for all the 'little' people out there" says Higgins "they have no voice"

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